Now what?

AT THE BEGINNING

We were strangers, starting out on a journey
Never dreaming, what we’d have to go through

Now here we are, I’m suddenly standing

At the beginning with you
No one told me, I was going to find you

Unexpected, what you did to my heart

When I lost hope

You were there to remind me

This is the start

And life is a road and I wanna keep goin’

Love is a river I wanna keep flowin’
Life is a road now and forever wonderful journey

I’ll be there when the world stops turning

I’ll be there when the storm is through

In the end I want to be standing

At the beginning with you

We were strangers, on a crazy adventure

Never dreaming, how our dreams would come true

Now here we stand, unafraid of the future

At the beginning with you

And life is a road and I wanna keep goin’

Love is a river I wanna keep flowin’

Life is a road now and forever wonderful journey

I’ll be there when the world stops turning

I’ll be there when the storm is through

In the end I want to be standing

At the beginning with you

Knew there was somebody somewhere

I need love in the dark

Now I know my dream will live on

I’ve been waiting so long

Nothing is going to tear us apart

This is the song I would like to dedicate to the decoys. I know things are not the same anymore as it was before. We even hardly talk to each other. Yeah, you might say that we do still see each other everyday, but we're just contented with the "his" and "hellos", unlike before that we even google each other.

If there is one thing I am praying to God right now, that is to turn back the time. The time when we used to laugh together, make funny moments together, cry together, share our problems together, even up to the smallest thing, basta WE ARE TOGETHER. But I know that's too impossible now. I know, I cannot anymore turn back those times.

But if this is the road you wanna take, you won't hear any "buts" from me. If this will make you happy, then I will be happy for you. I won't force you to stick around, I just hope, that someday, you will never forget all the memories we shared.

Never did I regret that I became a part of you. I'm happy to be one of the decoys. You made me laugh when I'm down, you made me act like a child when I never acted like one in my entire life, you made me eat spicy things when in fact I hate spices. And above all, you made me realize how important I am. With you I was able to know more of myself.

I'm happy that once in our lives, our roads had crossed. You are a part of whoever I'll be in the future, that's for sure. And I know you will still meet a lot more people, new faces and new names, but I hope, I had made a unique mark in your hearts that you will never forget.

"Thanks!" guys! :-)